*sigh* I have no good reason for being away for so long.
It's just...I made a tumblr rp, and I never say no to a thread.
And I negletcted this because I found somebody, and like, fell for them and stuff...
and you know that kind of painful kind of want where you know that nothing about it would ever be right, and the more you learn, the worse it gets?
That describes this perfectly.
And then they kinda died off the face of tumblr, and I was almost freed of my feelings.
Cus like, hard to stay in love with a person that you know nearly nothing about...just about their personality...
and I fell right into a really huge crush on somebody that is exactly how I pictured my soul mate...and so now it's a melencholic kind of thing...cus just because somebody is perfect for you, doesn't mean you're perfect for them.
so yeah, basically for the past month I've been too depressed to do anything (doesn't help that I have depression, right? xD) But now I'm starting to get out of it. 8D I hope to be numb soon~
Which means on Saturdays I'll be going into my favorite chatroom~ (heading in there after I reply to a Levi on my Petra~) And on Wednesdays I'll go in there, too~ So that's at least twice a week~ >w< And I'll draw stuff on like, Fridays, and maybe put up join.me's when I do~ 8D then you can watch me fail.
and ah how I love how nobody reads my journals. >w< I get to just let stuff out that way~